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Well, tell me what are some of the
things that you have on your mind about

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surgery? Just really the pain and then
my fear of like, I'm gonna look,

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looking at myself afterwards. I'm so
exactly like I'm so used to seeing this

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and seeing all this hanging my arms and
now when I wake up Sunday or Saturday,

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I'm not gonna have this anymore. I'm
gonna look halfway normal from face

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down.

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That's scary. But word at the same time,

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I really don't know how I'm gonna feel
when I wake up from surgery and look

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down at myself. Even showering is gonna
be so much different because I'm not

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trying to be nasty y'all. I'm sorry,
but I have to like, tape my hand and go

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all the way up the underneath there and
it's kind of deep. I ain't trying to

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like not my private just mean like
trying to get in between my pros and my

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belly roll to clean real good and it's,
it's hard.

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But in less than a week, I'm not gonna
have that